Monday, January 05, 2009

Day 4
April 19, 2007
Red Coconut, Boracay
9:00 am

If I was to describe a perfect day, I think today would have been it. Or maybe I am just confused cause this whole vacation is just too perfect for me to handle. Sometimes there are moments when I look at the skies and marvel and then I feel that someone is looking up at it too, and I realize it's either Andy or Minwoo or one of the boys and I can't believe that we are not only looking at the same sky, but standing on the same ground too. ..breathing the same air, eating the same food, mingling with the same people...spending the day together, loving every moment. DAMN IT THIS MAKES ME CRY! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?? -_-;

and it does not help that I am playing Saranghamnida by Tim as I sit here on one of those beach benches, typing / writing to you, watching Rhanie and Hyesung argue at one corner (what is it now?? -_-;), wondering where Gab and Jinnie went again (they said they'd buy some snacks), Watching Eric, Meg, Wannie and Nerie go nuts attacking the waves (they've been doing it for 30 minutes now), listening to Kate and Minwoo talk by the hammock (shiet they look so sweet) annddd...well, what do you think? lol~ Glancing at Andy every now and then as he dozes off beside me on the other bench. Life seriously feels sooo complete right now. Oh! Have you wondered where our phones went?? kekeke. We have different numbers for this trip, we plan to plug the old cards back on the 7th day. No disturbance. Although I do call my mom every night to tell her we are fine (she doesn't know I'm with Shinhwa right now. Besides, she will not believe me and my brother will think of me delutional T_T; Although my sister would really come along and steal Junjin from Gab xDD kekeke ^^

Ohhh...Andy stirs... ^^

GOODNESS. I'm staring at him right now. Man it's really rude to stare but good lord, the wind blowing his hair as he sleeps and that distant scent of his perfume...WAAAAAHHHHHHHH~

Oh Meg has returned...Eric and Nerie are now trying to drown Dongwan. T_T;

*stares at Meg and starts laughing*

Meg : What? Why are you laughing? *dries herself with a towel while sitting on my bench*
Me : Types and giggles.
Meg : Angel you are crazy. *laughs and dries her face*
Me : *Stares*
Meg : OHMYGAD!
Me : What?
Meg : It's the smell!
Me : WHAT SMELL? *stiffles a laughter*
Meg : That one I've told you about! The one that smells like Eric!
Me : *laughs*
Meg : *continues drying herself and smelling the towel*
Me : Umm..Meg?
Meg : Hmm? *smells the towel*
Me : That's because that towel is Eric's...
Meg : Hmm?
Eric : Why are you using my towel?

*Angel dies laughing*

*Andy stirs*'

Ooops, My Angel woke up. xD Now Eric's using Meg's towel just because Meg is using his. Haha, Dongwan and Nerie's arguing by the shore. I think Nerie wants to bury Wannie in the sand. Ohoho~ Minwoo and Kate joins them and now Wannie's running around not wanting to be buried. Nerie's chasing him. Ahaha, Now Jinnie and Gab is in the chase too! kekeke~ Hyesung, Junjin, and Rhanie's digging a hole now. XDDD Eric and Meg just ran to them. Hahaha! This is sooo fun.

......

WHAT?

.............

HUH?

...........!!!!!

Ooops, sorry somebody's calling me to join him in the hammock. xD

*wo cai! wo cai! wo cai cai cai!*

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April 19, 2007
Red Coconut, Boracay
11:49 pm


I thought last night was the best night. I was wrong. Today is better. It's soo much better. ♥

I can barely remember the whole day due to tiredness. But I'll relay to you everything I can remember, I'm sure my dear bestfriend-diary (I have finally given up to calling you a diary xD) you will love every bit of it, just like we did.

After Andy asked me to join him by the hammock, we listened to the 10 people we loved most go insane by the seashore. Nerie got her wish and Dongwan got buried in the sand, his head resting on some towel, lol~! the boys went crazy and gave him boobs and all other stuffs. He had to stay like that for like 30 minutes, bathing in the sun, Nerie's heart ached for wannie that she got him an umbrella and talked to him for the whole duration of 30 minutes of the challenge. Haha. Junjin and Gab sat on the benches Andy and I occupied and started eating the pizza they ordered and some other pika pika food. Hyesung and Rhanie joined them, while Meg and Eric went off to look for something, I'm still not sure up to now what they bought. Haha. I didn't ask anymore. Andy and I just sat there on the hammock, pointing at the clouds once in a while, and then whistling for the wind to breeze (damn it was so hot!) and sometimes humming a song we both don't know what is. We ended up dozing off after an hour of not doing much (I played with Andy's hands the whole time. Man I can just die I swear! Heaven open up! lol~), and waking up I think after an hour and everyone's asking that we should already have lunch.

Have you ever woken up feeling soooo brilliant? I did. I swear I woke up in Andy's arms. Can you believe that? We just slept right there on the hammock. It was just too sweet to be real. I can't believe it.

We ate lunch some place, and then proceeded to the cottages. The crew were already waiting for Shinhwa and they wanted to talk about something important. The girls and I got scared that maybe we got discovered by somebody and everything just leaked in the internet. The crew told us it was nothing to worry about and they're just going to talk about the shoot for tomorrow. We all sighed in relief. Haha. We didn't remember the shoot. They're going to shoot some music video, I guess that's going to take 2 full days. Ahhh Man...it's almost goodbye. T_T;

The girls and I decided to go shopping for the boys so we all went around for 3 hours searching for gifts. We haven't official gone shopping yet so we can still buy a lot for the boys, I don't think they've actually went around since they're with us most of the time. I swear I didn't know what to get Andy. Haha. I ended up buying him a lot of stuffs. Things I randomly like, accessories, shirts and bandanas. Some are just little things he could keep in his house to remember about this whole thing. I actually got tempted to buy couple shirts. Kekeke~ I bought one, it's this white shirt. haha. Anyway, Nerie came with me, we all got split up in the process, we just agreed to meet at the cottages in 3 hours. Nerie was going crazy trying to think of what to get Dongwan. Haha. She argued with herself if she should get Wannie some bandanas, but she hated seeing Wannie wear them, in the end, she bought a bunch, lots of colors, man Wannie's going to love them! She even bought him some caps, and some accessories too (I suggested she buy him one so at least in a way, she's dressing up wannie. Haha!) and some little things. She bought sweetpotato and "her kids" a lot of stuff too. I remembered "my kids" so I bought them some shirt and accessories too. Man the stuff we were carrying were sooooo many. I bought Minwoo a sibling shirt, keke, sibling cause I have it too! Kekeke~ and I bought some stuff for the other boys...like accessories...I swear I think the stuff we bought will all be the same. Hopefully not. I texted the others and asked them if they bought similar stuffs and we realized that they didn't. How lucky is that! hahaha. At around 3 we all got into the cottages and collated the gifts. We decided to give it to them later tonight, haha, make them cry too. lol~ As if. We bought some stuff in a Manila already so these are just additionals. I bought my real family some stuff too. I swear there's a lot of things I bought in this trip. Mannnn money is getting scarce now! lol!

The boys came back at 3:20 and they're all tired so we all agreed to rest for a while. We woke up at around 5, the girls agreed to buy food and we'd just eat it in the cottages. So we did. When the boys woke up the food was already ready and we all ate. After dinner we gave them the gifts. Hehe. It wasn't as dramatic as last night but it was all great. They liked it. Man Dongwan seriously celebrated with all the head gears. Haha. Andy asked me if I had the same shirts as his, and I was like, "I have one..." and he said I should've bought the same amount as his. haha. Minwoo liked the stuffs I gave him, I mean really liked it, not you know, pretending to. We gave everyone their gifts and there were a lot of, "wow", "ohh! I like this!" and all those expressions. It was really cute. At 8 we all decided to go and walk by the beach. We saw this videoke bar and we teased them all to sing. Haha. They did. kekeke~ Man that one with Rhanie was sooo cute. She finally got her wish. :)

At 9pm we decided to build a bonfire by the shore...Man that was the best thing in the world I tell yah. That's what made this night perfect. I won't forget that one for the rest of my life.

We formed a circle, each with their own favorite member / partner or whatever you call it. We sat on the sand, it was all too funny at first cause Nerie and Dongwan got engaged in an arguement on fixing their blanket. Haha. Sometimes I wanna whack this two. At the first few minutes we all talked about how we actually got to this, and we finally found out why. I hope I would be accurate enough to say this but what happened was Dongwan the surf guy / netizen that he is, found out about the 6 of us. At first that was a question as to how, but the 6 of us were really active in the internet that it was actually IMPOSSIBLE for them not to find us. Dongwan found our friendship amazing and he was really interested and curious about it. I mean really, we all have the same signatures, banners, icons, whatevers, we always go out together, our entries are all related to each other, it's just like a whole big family mobbing the whole shinhwa world. Haha. Wannie got into Nerie's blog / livejournal through the letter she sent him a year ago in their STATE OF THE ART CONCERT in seoul, and that's when the blog hopping started. He got sooo amused with all entries that one day when the boys visited him, he showed them our blogs. Minwoo actually got freaked out with all the RAPE RAPE RAPE stuff I wrote in my journals...and as much as I wanna know if Andy got teary eyed with any of my posts, I don't think he wants to admit that. Hahaha. A few months after the getting to know us, the boys decided to take a rest in some country that's far and you know just be themselves. Boracay is a popular place, and the boys are really curious about it. Who wouldn't be? We have the best beach in the world! lol~ To have decided to get us in the trip was amazing. They all wanted a tour guide, but that was really unnecessary, however, they found out, through stalking us, lol~ that we wanted to go some place in the country for summer, and that's when the idea sparked. Why not take us with them? I mean, we are harmless (hehe, so you guys think), we are their fans, we know the place, we know the people, it would be a lot of fun. Besides, the curiousity that we sparked became an interest and an urge to actually meet us. MAN ARE WE HONORED OR WHAT?! Actually if I was to think of this at home it would've been impossible, but really, things happen...it's odd but it's wonderful and amazing at the same time. So now we all thank Wannie for his being a netizen, or else...well, how else would we all be here? ^^ BUT STILL.........STALKER!!! Hahahahaha!!!

The questioning and teasing came afterwards. Haha. It was all too embarrassing sometimes, answering things they wanna know, and when LOVE takes in, we all started teasing each other. Hahaha! ^^ Sweet and wonderful it was. OMG. ANDY SARANGHAE! ♥

After a while we started to rest from all the questioning and just sit there and feel the breeze, smell the scent of the sea, and listen to the people chattering about. Andy laid on my lap and looked at the stars, telling me of things he saw and sometimes just being quiet. There are moments I just stare at him and he stares back and I have this urge to actually kiss him T_T; Good Lord, stop me. @_@; We'd laugh afterwards, it's like we are playing a game of who'd blink first. Haha. Rhanie and Hyesung made the atmosphere even more romantic by singing a song together, haha, it started with a hum and then they eventually sang. Gab and Junjin are freaking me out with those conversations about their kids. Gab and Jinnie laid on the blanket and are both looking up on the sky, just talking. Kate and Minwoo laid on the blanket too, except Minwoo's hugging Kate and Kate's not exactly on the blanket but on Minwoo's chest. @_@: I played with Andy's hair and he was actually dozing off at that time... Mannnnnn...what is happening....I'm going nuts. ANDY IS SLEEPING ON MY LAP CAN YOU GUYS SEE IT!!! *dies*

Ohhh...one of the special highlights of the night...was Meg and Eric. Eric called out to Meg and she was like, "What is it?" and he motioned for her to come to him, and sit infront of him, in between his legs (I wanted to text Meg, "MEG YOU ARE INBETWEEN ERIC'S LEGS!" hahaha!!! But I didn't continue doing so xD) and she did. Then he hugged her from the back and rested his head on her shoulders, her arms around her waist...Meg smiled and rested her head on Eric's shoulders too, Her hands on top of his hands. I was looking at them at this time and Andy had his eyes closed, Nerie and Wannie now lying on their blankets, Gab and Junjin naming their kids one by one, Minwoo and Kate dozing off, Rhanie and Hyesung....HAHAHA! Those two crazy vocalists! lol~ They started sniggering and got their cams and took a lot of pictures of Meg and Eric the moment they closed their eyes...I think MegRic dozed off too. Hahaha. But man, Meg's going to be shocked when she sees the new wallpaper on my laptop....next week. Hahaha XD I told Hyesung to save them all tomorrow. hahaha. But wow, that's just...so perfect...I loved that. it was magnificent. However, something weird happened to Meg after 30 minutes during the whole thing. Her eyes snapped open (Good thing Rhanie and Hyesung were already done with their cute antics, and we're all just talking at this time, and she broke away from Eric, excused herself and ran. T_T; I don't know what went wrong. Nerie followed her along with Eric and Wannie and I don't know what exactly happened. It was actually very long till all of them came back. I think Nerie and Dongwan came back first, and then a little while more Eric came back with Meg, his arms around her. Meg looked okay...I think. I wonder what happened.

??????

Anyway the main highlight of the evening was before we all stood up. The boys started signaling each other and ask us to close our eyes. We did. And then after a few seconds, we all felt something cold hit our throats. Guess what?

Necklaces.

With our names in them.

The boys said that those are our 4th presents. The 5th would all come on the 6th day.

I swear I got so teary eyed because of that. I hugged Andy sooo tight I swear I could've choked him.

We all went back to the cottages after that...we have to wake up early for jogging again. Haha.

On the way to the cottage, I held Andy's hand and I finally said it...."Andy-yah?", "Hmmm?", "Saranghaeyo..."

He just smiled and squeezed my hand.

That was enough.

The moon shone so brightly that night as we all bid each other good night, our necklaces shining with the moonlight. Haha. It was soo pretty. Right now I'm touching my necklace, my name in it, in cursive letters, and I love the feel of it. I don't want to take this off forever...

Sometimes I can't believe how everything just seem to fall into place. I know in the end this will hurt a lot, but wow, the whole experience is just...so wonderful, I think it can be the remedy for the hurt already.

I oughta sleep.

Till next day. :)

Andy-yah...Chalja! Cheongmal Kamsahamnida...Saranghaeyo... ♥

Angel Lee updated at 9:31 AM