Monday, January 05, 2009

April 22, 2007
Aftermath. 1st Day.
Edsa Shangrila Hotel
10:00 am

DAMN IT.

THOSE VIDEOS...

TT TT

*runsaway crying*

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April 22, 2007
Edsa Shangrila Hotel
7:00 pm

Can somebody douse me some water so I can just stop crying?!

I'm a living faucet TT TT

PS. Nerie just realized her Mp3 player is missing. TT TT

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April 22, 2007
Edsa Shangrila Hotel
7:00 pm

I wanna dance. -_-;

The girls are actually inviting to go to either eastwood or thomas morato (except Meg's parents will see her in TM xD) to go bar hopping or just eating out. I'm thinking about it. Hehe. Well fine we'd go out after this. They're all taking turns taking a shower right now.

Looks as if we're moving on right? haha.

Well, not really. NOT VERY MUCH.

We'd rather have fun than go nuts about this whole thing. We haven't even checked the internet yet. Isn't that amazing? NOT.

What's the purpose of this entry anyway? I just want to thank everyone, just incase I forget...

I can still remember the day I received the email. It was so funny. The grammar and everything...I thought it was a big joke. Except, everyone got the same one...so maybe it's a bigger joke played on the six of us? HOW MEAN! Well, that's what I thought. We were asked for our numbers in the PS...if it's a joke then we'd switch numbers, if not...well...what's there to lose?

After a week we received a call...that was unbelievable. It was 7 am in the morning and I was still trying to get some sleep after that whole night affair of fixing the ORANGE MINIONS layout for it's version 3. The lady in the other line asked for confirmation if I really would be going to BORA BORA with SHINHWA...I groggily said yes. Woke up at 8 asking myself if I was dreaming. Haha. Until Nerie called me up...and everybody else called me up...and that was when everything turned from Weird...to Amazing...to Wonderful. We all decided to meet up in GATEWAY to discuss what we should do, just incase this is a hoax. Until Rhanie called at around 3pm to tell us...she got the tickets to Manila, she's flying the next day... O_O; She didn't buy the tickets...the reservation said it was booked by somebody else... @_@: When Rhanie got here and we all went to the airport to claim our tickets to BORA BORA, that's when we believed it. When I was holding my ticket and staring at it till I got home. Everything was surreal even when I told my parents about it, they didn't really object, haha, they're more than happy to see me out of the house cause I've been going nuts the couple of days... :D Although I didn't tell them I was going with Shinhwa...they knew I'm coming with Rhanie and the rest of the Gang. Rhanie slept over and we started packing my stuff...Gab and Kate came over too, and Nerie as well...that's when Gab and Kate packed my Orange bathing suit. Hehe. We went shopping by Thursday, to get more stuff. You should see how much money we have in our pockets. Hehe. I asked my mom for money for the tickets....I'm such a bad kid. xDDD Well, how in the world will I support my reason that I'm having a vacation with the girls if the tickets are for free??? -_-; That's why I had a lot of money buying stuff in Shang yesterday (*sniff* the memories..) and in Bora Bora. Some were pocket money, but a lot of it came from the supposed ticket fare...Hehehe. *evil grin* By Saturday we all went to Edsa Shangrila, the call said that we have reservations there so that a shuttle or a car would take us to the airport the next day... -_-; We could've gone to the airport anytime without the reservation...but well, hehe, they said so. We met up with Meg there...^^ The next day we were INDEED taken to the airport to wait for Shinhwa. Ahhh...and that's when everything came into reality.. ♥

I can still remember Andy's face...everyone's face...I can still feel my heartbeat...the anticipation and all the rest... TT TT

and now we're here. At the end of the journey. Haha. Man that sounded TOO DRAMATIC for my taste. Should I erase? Nahhhh..*sniggers*

Gab just went in the bathroom, Meg's done. Haha. Nerie's next. Ahh, I'm last. AS USUAL. ^^

Okay on with the thank yous...this is for the grammy's xD

Hyesung, I'm putting you first...ehehe, frankly I didn't interact with you so much, I've approached you and asked you to sing Gateun Saenggak...that's just my favorite favorite song and I wanted you to sing it for me. It was by the seashore you remember? I joined you sitting on the benches and you obliged. That was wonderful Hyesung...I really appreciated that. Thank you. :) For all the times you made my cousin laugh, made her sing and let her get her dream...I thank you. You have no idea how much you made her and ME happy...I'd like you to know, that won't go unappreciated...I'll remember that forever...Man I still hear your voice blending with the wind and I can still feel the sand on my feet as I listen to you sing.

Jinnie!!! ^^ What to say? hehe. I thought you'd be my least favorite and I was really scared that would happen. But you're really sweet and your smile makes me smile. You kept me laughing and you're really sooo adorable I swear. You're way tall though, hehe, but really thank you for that time when you thought me some moves while we were all talking by the hammocks...our normal day...that was really fun. Haha. And for saying I should join STANDBY...do you have any idea how I wanted to cry because of that? even if you were just kidding... ^^ That means so much to me. Thank you Jinnie! I have never seen Gab soo happy and as hyper as that when she was with you...thank you...really.

Eric...HYUNG!!! ♥3 My dear dear dear hyung who saved my life. Hehehe. Thank you. For your crazy antics, for being who you are...a retard sometimes but definitely a great person. You're a genius did you know? Wise beyond words can say. I love to listen to you and Meg talk (okay that's bad but I can hear you guys xDDD), the words you say...man those are wonderful...I learned a lot from you. Now I know why Andy loves you just as much as he did...I love you that much too..or maybe lower, but...I really do love you Hyung. ^^ Thank you for taking care of EVERYBODY...For making Meg Happy, for Making Nerie happy...actually for making everyone happy. Haha. For taking care of Andy through all these years...thank you hyung. You saved my life, lol~ That means a lot. ♥

Wannie-yah...haha, I swear...I was really fuming mad when you read my entry...well ENTRY, NOT ENTRIES DO NOT LIE TO ME!!! kekeke~ But wannie-yah? You know I actually want you to read ALL MY ENTRIES because YOU first and foremost were the reason why we all got together anyway...if you weren't that curious...I don't think we could've spent a whole week with you guys. I want you to read my entries especially this one so that you'll know how much I appreciated all that you did, for being so funny and sweet, for making Nerie happy and for proving how a great person you really are. Your friendliness is beyond words...no doubt all fans who've met you say you have a heart of gold...you really do Wannie. You really do. I'll miss your "exorcism" modes...and I'll miss your and Nerie's constant arguements. Hehe. ^^

Kuya M...Man just thinking about you makes me cry. TT TT Kuya why are you doing this to me?? TT TT I just want to tell you that I've never felt appreciated like that...I've never been taken care of by a brother like what you did...the morning questions of how I am feeling, if my asthma's acting up, if I'm feeling tired, if I've eaten, what I want to eat, if I take vitamins (you actually bought one you dork) and the constant I-will-protect-my-sister-Angel...that's really so sweet. I have a brother of my own, but I'm not used to that...maybe that's why I made you to be my brother in Crossroads, because I know you would be the one who can do what my brother couldn't...not that I don't love him really, I love my real brother...but I just want to tell you...I WAS RIGHT. or rather, I AM RIGHT TO HAVE MADE YOU AS MY BROTHER...you were more than I wanted you to be. I love you Kuya M...I really miss your smile, your laughter and your constant bugging. I want you to know that dancing in the COCO MANGAS along with Jinnie..that made my greatest dream come true...I wanted to see you dance live and to dance with you...You just made us too happy because of that. That 6th day dance...wow, that took my breath away. As I waltz with you I really felt so loved by a brother, that was a first, and I'm hoping that won't be the last. Kate...you have no idea how it was so easy to make her a Minwoo fan...kekeke~ Lol~ I kidd bro. But really, it's easy to become your fan, cause you're sooo special like that...^^ Bro I love you. You still owe me tango. :'D

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OHMYGOD I THINK I'M GOING TO CRY. TT TT

AIISHHHHH~

Andy-yah, my sweet Angel Andy...how do I thank you enough? If you think about it, I'm like the oldest of the girls, Meg's even younger than me by months...weird? haha, you're the youngest and I'm the oldest...maybe that's how we clicked? lol~ I mean clicked as being friends...or whatever you call that relationship we had in Bora...hehe ♥ Andy-yah, I've got so much to tell you, so much to say...so much to thank for, I don't think it would've fitted this entry. I miss you so much it makes me tear up everytime I remember you. I close my eyes and I can see you smile, I can hear your laughter, I can hear your voice talking to me...I can feel your hand on mine...and if only...If only I could turn back the clock, I would...just to feel each single moment, just to be back there...where you're all with us...were in a week I felt you were mine...AHHH DAMN IT I'M CRYING!!! TT TT Andy I want to thank you for bringing so much happiness in my life, who would've thought? I mean really? I've been dubbed insane for all the things I've ever wrote, but you made them all come true and I love you, I really do love you because of that. Your presents could still bring tears to my eyes...especially the cake one...Ahh, 22 years. I've spent 22 years with you in that 22 minutes of blowing of the cake thing...haha ♥ I know you were happy when we went out with Baby Charles, even for just an hour and a half...haha, I dunno I saw it in your eyes. When he called you Daddy your eyes lit up and I felt so happy because of that. Thank you Andy...for everything...for all that you are. I WILL DEFINITELY MISS YOU...Like now. TT TT

I'd love to write more and cry more but I'm next in line for the shower and the girls are all telling me to stop typing cause I'm tearing up again. Hehe.

Ofcourse this will not end without me thanking the girls...

Hey ladies, who would've thought? We're insane and crazy and sometimes demented...but I won't exchange everything in the world to be different. I have you guys and that's what matters. There goes our dream...what would happen now? I guess we'd continue and be how we are...but what an experience! I'll forever remember that. Girls, I love you, more than you can ever know. Thank you for everything. I'll give you hugs and kisses later...no matter what happens okay? We'd be together forever right? ^^ GIRLSSS I LOOOVEEE YOUUU!!! ♥333

Okay I'm next. xDD

Off to take a shower.

Boys and Girls of Bora Bora...We rule! ^^

Angel Lee updated at 9:36 AM